Welcome to The Exploratory Dialogues Become a Member of Under Earth Take my hand and descend into the bowels of darkness! Join me so that you may lay upon your death bed and say that you have lived! Adventure so that you may taste the sweet nectar that flows from the earth… […]
The old door creeked open. I glanced inside the room. How long ago has it been? Five? Six years? These rooms are familiar, but I am not. I’ve changed. I’m different. I’m someone new and someone so old… I am all that I am. I’ve been using… I’ve been using the other blog for this. […]
The Healing Garden… Chapter #4
I… I redirected his parenting, to save my children and protect them. I took his abuse, purposely taking the abuse for my children… I would go to any lengths to protect my children. My emotions were used as weapons against me. As were my words. He used my words against me as a weapon. I […]
Former About Me
I believe in going back to old words and seeing where I once was to help me reflect on how far I have come. The words here no longer represent me, but they once did, and I am hesitant to “delete” and “deny” who I was. That practice is what broke my mind. I am […]
The Healing Garden… Chapter #3
I feel like… As a Multiple, I just went into my head. And there, in my head, there was no pain. In fact, in my head I could do anything. Be anything. And I was… but mostly, in my head, I was safe. And that made it really hard to leave. The situation outside only […]
The Healing Garden… Chapter #2
“I remembered nothing before I was 8 years old.” I had said the words in Broken back in 2015. I had no idea. It never occurred to me. I never caught on how unusual that is. Today, it all makes sense. Today, the pieces are finally together like a puzzling I’ve been assembling all my […]
The Healing Garden… Chapter #1
I’ve come a long way in 2 years. You wouldn’t recognize me. My family doesn’t know me. At first, in 2020 when this next stage of mine started, I didn’t know what was happening to me. I had this overwhelming urge to leave. To just “get up and go,” and every day it got louder […]
Hello again…
*Drops her bags on the floor and sinks to the floor.* When did we last speak? 2 years ago? 4? You’re probably wondering where I’ve been. Curious about what I’ve been up to. What happened? Are you okay? … Those of you who had my cell number called me to check in. I have been […]
Out of Tissues or Toilet paper? Here’s what we’re doing!
There I was yesterday morning, sipping my coffee and racking my brain over my latest concern: What if I can’t restock my toilet paper by the time it runs out? We didn’t panic buy. Oh, we felt the urge. But we didn’t give in…much. Fortunately, we regularly keep one month’s stock of toilet paper on […]
Cats Movie Review…the long review.
You can read my short review here. This is the long rant that I managed to hold in over night. Last night, I finally decided to go watch Cats in the cinema. After reading through dozens of nasty reviews, I realized all of the critics, had not seen Cats before, hated or did not attend […]
Here it is.The only positive Cats (2019) Movie Review
Here it is…The only positive review on the movie Cats (2019) In 500 words or less, Cats is about a beauty pageant—a pageant that judges the inside beauty—set to song and dance as an excuse to sing and dance. Cats is fun for those of us who love singing and dancing all for the sake […]