Watching Walking Dead Season 6 Episode 14… “Twice As Far.” Eager for this one!
I told my husband something this evening. That I no longer watch the show for zombies… or drama… plot… or characters. My interest in this show has changed three times. This time, it’s for philosophy. The intellect in me now screams to watch each show and analyze. I look for characters to relate to. I analyze motives, beliefs, religions, and reasons to keep going. I now watch the show shaking my head, screaming out, calling them idiots, sometimes I nod and say, “Yep.” There is such a wide color of characters, beliefs. What are mine? What do I believe? Would they change if ever I was put in a position to question my existence. Who I am now… would that change from what I would become?
I too would leave… just like Carol. “Stay away from me so I can’t hurt you.” I just watched Frozen two hours ago to confirm I hate it as much as I remember (I do). But something Elsa said reduced me to tears.
“Stay away so I can’t hurt you.”
I know these words too well. I’ve written them myself in Broken. I see Carol now going through it. I have no doubt Neegan will find her. Neegan will kill her. I have no doubt… This season, it is Carol who dies.
I can’t help but worry about Daryl and how he will handle this loss. For him, I worry the most. Yet… I almost sense… that Carol is already dead.